the key to change is to let go of fear.

and they lived happily ever after.


or so the story goes.

i move in five days.

my best friend and love of my life deploys for kuwait in four.

my life will never, ever be the same.


i'm starting this blog for me. and also for you, whoever you are reading it. all too soon i'll be in all new territory, a whole new place, and completely on my own. i plan to write daily, since life is busy and schedules are tight, those who want to keep up on my fast changing life can, and those who don't, won't.

i'll warn you that the spelling will not always be correct, and the posts won't always be happy i'm sure. but i will welcome you into my life. as i pack my life up in the next few days, roadtrip across the country with my seester and daddy, find an apartment, live like a small town girl in a big ole city, begin my career as an army nurse, pray for the love of my life each day he is gone, and pray for the strength to be apart from him for such a long time. i will learn how to be independent (hopefully) and grow in more was than i can even imagine i am sure.

as for now i am cherishing the last few days that i have with the people i adore and love.